And my bones ache when I think of you, not out of physical pain but pain of your absence. My heart breaks when I see you, not out of fear but out of knowing ill have to say goodbye. There is nothing more satisfying than being with you, your hand in mine and my heart by yours.
I fainted twice. I was taking someones order and towards the end I couldnt here them and my vision started getting blury, but when I was done with them I was walking over to the kitchen and bam I just passed out all I remember was my head hitting the hard tile floor. Then I remember getting up and everyone crowding around me asking if I needed to sit down I kept telling them I was fine over and over again then bam I passed out again only this time my manager caught me and then the next thing I know I was sitting in a chair sweating with kelsy and kat wipe-ing my neck off with a cold rag and holding my head up it was so scary but at the same time I was really calm because I didnt know what was going on my manager was next to me on the phone calling emts then I got put in the ambulance and the emt like tore my arm up because he couldnt get an IV in my arm or hand, I passed out again then next thing I know I wake up in the hospital with an IV of fluuids and my mom sitting next to me, it was weird. I feel fine now just a major fucking headache and Im tired.
Would be to go to Disney World, Ive never been and I love everything Disney, I want a Disney themed half-sleeve.
Or To get totally fucking blazed and go to an aquarium, the Atlanta aquarium or Chattanooga aquarium are literally my favourite places in the whole entire world, my mommy would always take me there when I was little allllllllll the time when I was either feeling down, or to just surprise me and check me out of school and take a surprise roadtrip there.
Today in school we had one of those crappy introductory assignment where we had to state where we want to be in five years and in ten and what we like and dislike, it was the hardest thing ever. I sat there the whole class with a blank piece of paper, I dont know where Im going in life later and I dont really care, I have no motivation, I like everything, I dont have time to think about things I dislike. Ive changed alot and Im a very passive person. My paper at the end only had doodles. I wish I could stay a kid forever.
To have someone care about you, have someone get butterflies and you be the reason for it. Have a best friend to be in love with
I want to know what its like. I thought I had that at one time. You learn alot about love when you fall out of love